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終於嬴了 Creative Music Contest for Composition-cum-Performing Groups 作曲大賽

This is the biggest honor so far in my life with the Biggest Grand Trophy and Grand Prize ($ 30,000 !!! )

Roanld, Keith, Julian, Gabriel, ( I couldn't have made it without you guys)

Promotional Pic    

5 of 7 adjudicators from Overseas and Mainland

Backstage Monster Pics

          Our Grand Trophy                                 $ 30,000                                Certificate signed by ALL judges

You might think that I am showing off. But you had no idea how hard and how long the journey was to come to this. I finally prove that I am not a loser. YES, I composed this song, SOUL CALLING, and I am proud of it. I am terribly honored that I could compete with those professional composers in the finals. I know I still have a long way to go. And I will not give up. This is a promise.

Apparently, I still have much to learn cause i think this work can be much refined!!!!!!!!! This is not my best work.!

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The reason I haven't been updating my xanga is because I never had the courage to do so. I am changing dramatically over the past 10 months. There were UPS and DEEEEEEEEEEP DOWNS. I won some competitions and lost some. It's tough, well,  that's life.

Thanks to Tzung and Ronald for ALWAYS being there, especially when I was sure I was going to give up COMPLETELY.                   FRIENDSHIP NEVER SINKS

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Friends come and go in my life.

Old school Friends !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Life is good. Don't worry, I am happy.

I have SOOOOOOOOOO damn much to say cause a lot  happened  in my life. But I choose to skip all those details.

Please leave your comments and encourage me to update my xanga more frequently.

Currently Listening 20 Y.O. (CD+DVD) By Janet Jackson Call On Me see related

Kidkidian, ian is still kidkid

Currently Listening Saturday Night Fever (1998 Original London Cast) By The Bee Gees Immortality & How deep is your love see related

Hello, my xanga people. This is going to be a long entry with LOTS OF PICS. I want you to know what has been happening with me.

Please Leave Your Precious Comments and Tell Me What You Think

A. Non-Stop crazily rehearsing for the HKMM inaugural concert

 Hong Kong Melody Monster ­»´ä©Çª«      Paying  101% attention to instruction.

Get me Food get me Food. Me so HUNGY!!!

I am glowing, I am glowing.

'' Gomen Nasai, there is no tomorrow between us. so Hands off, ladies.'' said cold-blooded Ian.

I love MM more and more cause I met them like 5 times a week and we are like Family now

B. HKMM press conference on an elegant yacht

I have never had so MANY pics taken in 2 months. I think people took more than 1000 pics of me in different cameras. but i enjoyed it. I have difficulties chooseing which one i should post here.

C. HKMM inaugural concert

 we can make a ..What?

And all the boys say........                               My favourite chair dance.

Various Ian   1. Handsome Ian     2. Smart Ian    3. Cool Ian

Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me

The kid behind me smiled like a dork

 photo-hunt Ian

D. HKMM post concert party

We are a family. Ng Chek Yin is Ng Ka Chun's goal. ( I have to be even better!. haha)

                         NANA                          &                       FINA

E. Ian's 18-again-year-old birthday ( 19 sounds old to me )

  someone pointed at my Pipiska. 

I wish..........................

Man-man-Ian & Tzung tried to be cute   ''I wanna eat meat.'' said Ronny the vegetarIAN

F. I have done 3 music compositions in a week

     1. Autumn Noon (Voice and Piano) - dedicated to Louise Kwong

      2. Crazy Rhapsody no.1 ( Piano) - deidcated to Alice Wong

      3. Jasmine (piano)  - dedicated to Jasmine Ip

There are a few things I have to finish before going to the US. Hope everything's going to be Okay. See you soon here. LEAVE COMMETNS OR DIE!

THANK YOU EVERYONE!

Currently Listening No Matter What By Boyzone No Matter what they tell you....... see related

Finally I can Write a Looong Entry. I am so Happy to see you guys here agian.

I have many things to tell you and I Hope you will leave a comment and tell me what you think.

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WSC SENIOR MIXED CHOIR WON THE BEST NT MIXED CHOIR 

Finally in 7 years, I 've waited for this for so long and we won it for the first time. This leaves a happy ending for my high school life. 

I love you, everyone

                                              Proudly Present

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I survived the 58th Music Festival

This is the best Music festival i have ever had...... Check out all my pics!!

I love competitions......

And also Congratulations to Tzung Tzung for her amazing performance in Gold Medal!!!! You are the best pianist.

And I love my daughters, Shu Wai and Krrrristel Chung.

And  I hate and love ''Anna'' Ngai. I wanna Kiss you and Kill you.

And Junior Girls also got the 1st too. Congratulationssss.

I have never been this musically busy in a month. I love Mu Fest.

And I love Good Hope Choir truely even though I am in NT. AMAZING!

Winner's Concert in Shatin Town Hall

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HKMM Inaugural Concert + Original Musical

I have been crazily rehearsing these few weeks. HKMMers have actually become my family cause I spend more time with them then that with my family.

I love HKMM and let's make things happen.

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Add oil, all my people on A-Level battle field.

7A, 7B, Louise, Jenny, Ding Ding, Fonny, Simon, Eric Lam, Calaa....

I will wait for y'all.

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Afterall, All the pressure it's all worthing enduring. The most important thing is not to quit and have faith in your/my heart. I know I am not good enough but i know i am improving and i am learning and i am heading the right way. I love your supports.

And I am musically exhausted.

Things to do Next......

1. Vocal Exam 2. Music Writing 3. Auditions

4. I am going to New York City in May. Here I come, New York.

SEE you soon and LEAVE COMMETS OR DIE!!!!!

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't take the pressure................

I am sorry I am not a Music genius. I wish I was on top of the world and didn't have to work my ass off. I can sing, but I don't sing well. I can play, but I don't play well.

The auditions, the competitions, the lessons, the criticism, the musical, the performances, the expectation from the people around me, the singing, the playing............. all the uncertainties.

I am still a beginner here and all my energy is sucked up for all the hard-work. I really wanna give up but I can't and I won't cause there is no going back. And that's the hardest part. I am trapped in the middle.

I know you all support me and tell me everything is going to be Okay. But the fact is everything is not okay. All the Ian - confidence is a pretense actually.

It's very hard to keep my personal style and stick to the mainstream at the same time if you know what I mean.

I often pretend I am easy in front of people, but this time I can't. I am telling you I am crying out this time.

I can't do it, I know I can't.

Breakdown. I am worried sick.

p.s. I wish I had someone to share my unhappinese and pain. The speical one.